Wednesday 13 July 2011

who am i ???

its early morning of 14th july (3:00am to be precise) and the day is yet to unfold itself and nobody knows what it may bring ....
life is beautiful.it gives us moments of joy , the pleasure to share and spread happiness in the world ,most of all  the ability to feel ,touch, laugh and enjoy  with our loved ones. life is kind it is a gift the most precious gift we ever receive
yet
life is strange .life sometimes seems a strings of losses . we loose everything we have with the passage pf time be it our loved ones , be it wealth ,or health ..in the end we loose ourselves too we too die ...life is kind yet it is so cruel ,rude and most of all unfair .
everything we have is not ours to take even our own body .....in the past week many people have died and many have lost their  dear ones in these train accidents and bomb explosion . nobody can understand the pain of their family and friends ..no two minutes  peaceful silence , no candle light protest against government or terrorism can bring them back .THEY ARE GONE FOREVER.
sometimes i dont understand if life is so cheap and someone who is really fit and fine can just die suddenly just like that in a train accident or bomb blasts then what is the purpose of living
what do we all seek when we live ...money , luxuries , lust, love  but do these things have the power to save when we are victim of bomb blast or a major accident the answer in most cases is NO ..
then what is the purpose of living .i used to believe that every person on this planet are born with a purpose but recently i doubt it... why on the 1st place we are born  is there lie a purpose ??? 
most of us can answer all the questions in the world but when it comes to a simple question of "WHO AM I? " there is no answer .some (including me) will try to give all the cool things they did but deep down they know its not the correct answer most of them find they are lying to themselves and others
i think the biggest question in one's life is "WHO AM I  OR ABOUT ME " i think the purpose of life is to find the answer of this penultimate question  and the person who gets the answer to this question has truly lived his  or her life and the purpose of his life is fulfilled .....

i myself hope to find the answer of this question someday ...until then about me is under construction ...!!!

ps: this is my first post ...and i think anyone who reads it will think i am mad ...... well to tell you the truth i i think i am ...lol bye :)